Memories

Words linger around in my head though I forgot how to speak. Placing me in a dreadful situation for words have always been my strongest weapons. Now the numbness has spread through my body, driving me insane. A scream from my deepest core finds its way out; as I watch shattered memories pass by in the broken mirror. I try to move forward but chains from the past pull me under. Grasping for air, I try to save myself from drowing. I know I never deserved you, yet I reach for you when I fall deeper and deeper. The image of you disappears the moment I try to touch you. My eyes slowly fill up with black filthy tears while I beg you not to leave me, even though it is for the best. Just remember I will always love you.